Cry-Counter.D.15.S.Y.D.

Title explained: D.15.S.Y.D. (D-day, 15 since your death on 11th January 2010)

I cried again... On my drive home, I just felt the pain again and I started sobbing like a little girl.

Today, going online makes it hard not to think of you especially since Facebook suggests that I 'Say Hello' or 'Reconnect with you' on your wall. It's just sad and annoying too.




I really miss you. Yesterday, I thought if you were alive, I would not think about you as much. Instead I'll let you be with your 'mourning phase' and then when you're done we'll celebrate. Hang out, maybe go out for pizza or something but that will never happen.


I know the band wants to hangout with me. I remind them of you, makes it easier for them not to think that you're really gone. But I couldn't be with them they remind me you're really gone. That we'll never sit down together on the stairs of ENLI waiting... You will never ask for my hand again.


I really don't know why it hurts so much... I was the one who change my mind.