Today, on my way to work there's another funeral service happening in the chapel down the street. I had no choice but to walk in the middle of that 'chaos.'As I walked down the street I almost cried... It reminded me again that you're really gone.
To top it, I was sending a text message to your mom regarding your favorite person in the Bible - David.
She was in my dream, crying after a dinner and as my dream pans out... It revealed another funeral. I think it's more of a memory than signs of things to come. Remember that time I had another dream about you and your dad?
This morning I asked your mom how the rest of the family is doing. She told me everyone is working again. She also said that she can't help but feel that sadness. The question: why did this happen to you when you were a Christ-follower?
I told her, I do that too... I told her it's okay to ask God. I told her that I also question God and that sometimes even quarrel with you. We both know God can handle our frustration, anger and hurt. In the end, I just realize even more that God is good.
I suggested that if she can find time, to read on the works of David in Psalms. She appreciates everything that I'm still doing for you and the rest of your family. I told her it is my pleasure... It truly is. I told her that in a short period of time the drummer taught the teacher.
You taught me so much and at times I wish you're still alive but I also know I got to let you go. Accept the truth and go on with my life.
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